Thursday, June 29, 2017

Inefficient Day

Sometimes the day takes a turn like a corner:
it waits for you there, with its fingernails hidden,
waiting for you to let yourself go and lose
the seconds
the little millimeters of your solitary soul.

The world is made
of little moments in which
-they say-
you should give something back
for occupying a centimeter of life. 
But sometimes it happens that you’re tired
because that’s being human:
not to give two hundred percent every micro millimeter of a second.
So sometimes you sleep under the awnings of your life
the eagerness of a bat that flies at night
in spite of all the days freezes up on you
and you expand into that space in which you are you without attributes
without hours
with no hurries
barely moving.
You relax. You breathe.
You decide not to kill
the elf of time
and you put an inefficient day underway:
a day in which you stray
somewhat from routine
to catch the breath of time
and the eagerness to fly
aside from the hurried flight
beyond the corners
that turn
and attack you
so that you can stop
and pick up the little pieces
of your fragmented soul.


Originally published in Spanish by Rosario Curiel at 22:19, June 29, 2017

Wednesday, June 7, 2017

Capsules

Capsules
The world asks you what you think and you
You rack your brains alone
Like the bunch of neurons that weave around the days in vain.
You ask yourself why the World asks
And you think that, really, it must be in that
and you
would respond:
I think about ships
about planes
about minds
in nothing
in flowers
that
open
close
But he asks WHAT.
You want to respond where your thoughts lead you.
In moments like this:
turgid
rabid
mesmerizing
hypnotic
electric.

They are moments that tense and arch the loin like a cat with large eyes
and green
and distant
that go beyond consciousness.
They are moments with the eyes of an affectionate dog: wet, round, luminous.
Waiting.
They are capsules of time.

In reality
it doesn’t matter what you may think:
the important thing is where and to where your ideas travel.
The content changes with time. 
What really matters is where you put all that mass of nerves
–I mean… the ideas-
that strive to live in some place. 

While in the outside world
-the small one that nourishes you-
you swim through the hours and learn new styles
because the important thing is to survive
the beast within
who's claws keep vigil
wait for you
and scratch you
and tear you up
if by chance it occurs to you
to stop and think
what you think.


Originally published in Spanish by Rosario Curiel at 23:39, 25 May 2017